Showing posts with label navigator. Show all posts
Showing posts with label navigator. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

The God of the Snowstorm


So here is an adaptation of the second sermon I preached at Inlet Community Church this month  in a series on snow. 

Job was a wildly successful businessman, prosperous in every way.  This from the beginning of the book that bears his name, “He had seven sons and three daughters, and he owned seven thousand sheep, three thousand camels, five hundred yoke of oxen, and five hundred donkeys, and had a large number of servants.  He was the greatest man among all the people of the East” (Job 1:2-3).  This is said straight-faced, without any hedging.  He was the greatest, bar none. 

And then he loses it all in a day.   
- The 500 oxen and 500 donkeys are stolen by the vicious Sabeans and the attending servants are killed.
- The 7,000 sheep are burned up by fire falling from the sky and the attending servants are incinerated.
- Chaldean raiding parties sweep away all the 3,000 camels and the attending servants and struck down with swords.   

In three waves, all his livestock is wiped away, along with workforce.  Material loss is compounded by familial loss.  All his sons and daughters are feasting together at the oldest brother’s house, when a stiff wind causes the house to collapse and all of them are killed. Stripped bare, he declares, “naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I will depart.” (Job 1:21).  It gets worse.  All that naked flesh is afflicted with boils, pussy and painful skin lesions.  Physical discomfort, emotional upheaval, material devastation.  

But despite all this tragedy, he refuses to reject God.  He will curse the day of his birth, with verbose eloquence (the whole of chapter 3), but he will not curse God.  Even at the prodding of his wife to do so.

But while he won’t reject God, but he will ask why.  Again and again. 
- Why did I not perish at birth, and die as I came from the womb (3:11)
- Why is light given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul (3:20)
- Why do you hide your face and consider me an enemy (13:24)
- Why do you not pardon my sins and forgive my sins (7:21)
- Why do the wicked live on, growing old and increasing in power? (21:7)
- Why does the Almighty not set times for judgment? Why must those who know him look in vain for such days? (24:1)

He may not raise his fist in response to this slurry of misery, but he will scratch his head.  He wants to make sense of all this.  For if there is no sense, then we are left with nonsense.  And to remain loyal to a God of nonsense is just one last heaping teaspoon of nonsense.   He longs for an explanation.

And don’t we all.  When things don’t work out the way we expected.  When we get terrible news.  When it seems like those with no regard for God are living carefree lives while we who strive to walk in obedience are beat down with misfortune.  Why?  It doesn’t seem fair.  We long for an explanation.  Is there sense in this or is it all just a pile of nonsense? 

Because if I were writing the script, I would never write in “get a flat tire” or “bang my knee on the corner of the bed” or “bite my lip in the same place for the fourth time”, or “fix the leaky toilet.”  And if I’m not inclined to include these little “c” crisis into my script, you can bet I’m not going to write any capital “C” Crises into the storyline – terminal disease, miscarriage, tragic accident, divorce, financial ruin, depression, adultery, job termination.  If I were writing the script it would be all green lights and blue skies.  And yet I look out the window and the sky is ashen, dreary gray.  Why? 

Job asks why.  Finally, God intervenes with an answer.  But it turns out he answers a different question.  Instead of getting ensnared by the question of why he responds to the question of who.  For four chapters (Job 38-41) God lays out a torrent of questions of his own, forceful in their delivery.  The two sections of his response are introduced with the same knee-knocking formula – “Brace yourself like a man and I will question you and you shall answer me” (38:3, 40:7).  He goes back to his work in creation and touches on sunrise, constellations, tides, rainfall, the foodchain.

In this midst of this, snow makes an appearance.    Job 38:22 “Have you entered the storehouses of the snow or seen the storehouses of the hail?” 

All this snow, vast and powerful, delicate and artfully sculpted, is at his bidding.  He determines when and where the snow will fall.  He has this immense storehouse of snowflake masterpieces that he grabs by the handful and scatters throughout the earth. 

As it says in Psalm 147:16 “He spreads the snow like wool and scatters the frost like ashes.”   What can cripple us, shutting down the interstate, delaying flights, causing power outages and treacherous travel, is just handful of snow scooped up from his storehouse and flung through the sky.  I labor in the removal, doing the back breaking work of clearing my driveway.  But there is no labor in the delivery. My labor contrasted with his ease.

An avalanche begins with a failure in the snowpack.  The angel of the slope is usually somewhere around 38 degrees, a point at which accumulation is extremely unstable.  Most often, slides begin with additional snowfall adding weight to the snowpack or the sun causing snowmelt compromising the stability of the snow.  Sometimes other sources set the avalanche in motion – animals, skiers, seismic activity, explosions, thunder, etc. 
                                        
Whatever the cause, load exceeds strength and the inert snowpack is set in motion.   Up to a million tons of snow, traveling at speeds of nearly 200 miles an hour with no friction to slow it down.  It drives an invisible wave of air before it, smashing everything in its path.  It is an amazingly powerful display.

But avalanches in the macro are made up of snowflakes in the micro.  And a snowflake is as delicate as an avalanche is powerful.  Each flake is a tiny six-pointed ice sculpture, a uniquely crafted masterpiece.  They can be extremely beautiful, but are rarely admired.  They are too small and too fragile.  They are easily crushed and quickly melted.

And this is God.  He is crafting flakes with intricate precision and then flinging them with such abandon that they will never be appreciated for their artistry. 

All of this is intended to bring Job to this declaration in response, “Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know.” (42:2). 

We want to know why.  God suggests that a better question is who.  We need to remember that this is a God of vast power, displayed in creation.  He made all this.  The fury of the snow squall, the delicacy of the snow flake, and everything in between.

This power in harnessed with unfathomable competence.  He keeps the universe in motion and juggles the intricacies of an immense created order without ever getting jumbled up.  That same competence not only tunes the dials of this world, it tunes the dials of my life. 

I used to have this video game as a child, in the days of Atari and Intellivision.  Two biplanes would fight it out.  The controls were quite simple – up for up, down for down, red button to shoot.  That was it.  I was pretty good – quite a pilot.

Be wouldn’t that be audacious if I took my expertise at this video game as an indication that I was ready to sit in the cockpit of a real plane with its myriad of gauges and buttons, levers and switches.

Asking God why is akin to that.  As if we with our video game expertise could begin to understand the true complexity of the cockpit controls.  So when I’m in flight it’s more important for me to know who’s flying the plane that to know why he chose a particular cruising altitude.  If the pilot is trustworthy, I can leave the particulars of the flight in his hands. 

The God who unleashes avalanches with his pinky and crafts masterpieces by the trillions - he’s a God I can trust.  And if that question of who is settled in our minds, then the question of why, even if left unanswered, is not so pressing.  The pilot knows how to fly this plane better then I do.  

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Entertaining a Contrast


This post builds on my previous post Navigator in Focus in which I suggested that discipleship is summed up with the concept of “landscape a blur, relationship in focus.”  We trust Christ as our navigator to steer our lives despite the uncertainty of the path.

Entertain – From the Latin entre (among) and tenir (to hold) conveying a sense of capturing one’s attention, mesmerizing one’s focus. 

Columbus Day weekend was one of those rare glorious autumn weekends in Central New York.  Sunny skies, mild temperature, and autumn leaves near peak splendor all converged at the perfect time.  So my kids made plans for the perfect way to spend this long weekend.  They would bask in the glorious hues of…television.  They had hours upon hours of the whole Disney Channel lineup on DVR ready to hypnotize them with an endless loop of laugh tracks.  As exceedingly cruel parents, we set limits on how much they could watch.  Minutes after the television was turned off, a consensus was reached.  The kids were bored.  There was nothing to do.  Nothing.  Ride bikes, fish in our pond, walk the trails around our house, draw with sidewalk chalk, jump rope, lay in their hammocks, play hide and seek, catch bugs, collect leaves, and a litany of other suggestions all amounted  to “nothing to do.”  Their hearts were set on “I’m In the Band” and “I Carly.”  They wanted to be entertained.  They’re not alone.

There is a chunk of material in Mark 1-2 that lands between the calling of the four fishermen, Simon, Andrew, James and John (Mark 1:16-20) and the calling of the tax collector, Levi (Mark 2:13-14).  In part, this interruption serves as a contrast to the calling of the disciples, a foil to the principle of “landscape a blur, relationship in focus.”  Sandwiched between these episodes of Jesus calling individuals to follow him is this highly concentrated dose of miracle stories.  Jesus

-        drives out an evil spirit (1:21-28),
-        heals Simon’s mother-in-law from a fever (1:29-31)
-        heals many who gather at her house ((1:32-34)
-        heals a man with leprosy (1:40-45)
-        heals a paralytic, (the one who is lowered through the roof into the house due to the large crowds)

He’s putting on quite a show.  A show that elicits great enthusiasm.  Three times the text mentions the people’s amazement (1:22, 27, 2:12).  Four times it mentions the swelling crowds (1:33, 37,45, 2:2).  There is a growing excitement surrounding Jesus’ ministry.  He is creating a stir.  People are clambering for a piece of him.  His fame is on the rise. The circus has come to town.

And yet, Jesus is attempting to quiet the buzz.  He withdraws to an isolated place (1:35), he tells the demons not to speak because they know who he is (1:33), he instructs the man with leprosy not to tell anyone after he is healed (1:44).  This all seems counterintuitive. He’s snubbing the reporters, avoiding the paparazzi, squandering this opportunity for exposure by riding the brakes.  As if this is not his intent. 

He recognizes that the burgeoning swarm is full of observers, spectators, crowd sitters. They crane their necks to get a better view.  They come for the spectacle.   They will go back to their routines in a moment.   This is built on curiosity, not allegiance.  For them, this has nothing to do with a journey, it is an event.  This is not about a navigator, it is about a showman.  This is not what Jesus is interested in. 

For all the enthusiasm in these episodes, there is a decided lack of intimacy.  In contrast to the calling of named individuals surrounding this text, none in these hordes of people are mentioned by name.  The only names that crop up are the four that have already responded to Jesus call, James, John, Simon, and Andrew (1:29).  Everyone else is nameless.  These crowds are not interested in relationship – they want to be entertained. 

There is contrast between the calling of the disciples, invitations to intimacy, and these episodes of box office success with people who are entertained, but never follow. 

And this is where I am convicted.  For all my finger pointing, I’m no different.  My kids learned it from someone and I would be hard pressed to build a case against the charge.  I tend toward inertia, preferring to watch rather than participate, taking my cues from those around me rather than taking initiative. 

I see it in countless ways.  Ways that I’d like to develop in my next post. But not now.  I need to catch up on the programs I've DVRed.

Friday, October 7, 2011

Navigator In Focus



I like this picture.  It was taken in our backyard last fall.  It’s a beautiful landscape, a pond surrounded by trees in the late hues of autumn.  It’s a scene I fell in love with the first time we saw this house.  But it’s not a picture of that landscape.  No one would mistake it for such.  In the picture, that landscape is all a blur.  Instead, it is a picture of relationship, of contoured intimacy, my wife affectionately nuzzled into the nape of my neck.  It is a celebration of well-worn love.  We fit together, a metaphor running beneath the image.  Landscape blurred, relationship in focus. 
Early in the gospel of Mark there are three episodes of Jesus calling men to follow him.  The first two are back to back.  He calls Simon (Peter) and Andrew (Mark 1:16-17).  Immediately following he calls James and John (Mark 1:19-20).  The third is separated by a chapter, when he calls Levi (Mark 2:13-14).  In all three episodes, these men are invited to join Jesus on a journey.  He calls them to follow and they accept the invitation. For the next few years they will spend their lives traveling with Jesus, sharing meals, listening to him teach, watching him perform miracles, asking him to explain parables, walking from village to village.  The decision to follow will change the course of their lives.  Each step takes them further from the familiar fishing boats and tax collectors booth. 
But what surprises me most is how little they know at the outset of this journey.  Jesus offers no details of the course they will take.  And he is frustratingly vague about the destination they will arrive at.  To Simon and Andrew, fishermen by trade, he offers the obtuse destination (or goal) of making them fishers of men, whatever that may mean.  James, John, and Matthew don’t even get that.  They get the invite with no mention of where they are going or how they will get there.  But they follow, stepping into a landscape that is blurry. 
There is a focal point.  The blurry landscape is the result a sharp focus elsewhere. That focus is on whom they will follow.  He offers a navigator.  “Follow me.” He will guide them on this journey. First and foremost, they are invited into relationship. They follow a person, not a path. The path is laid out as they follow him.   This is the beginning of discipleship, the conviction that I can trust Christ to be a reliable navigator in spite of the blurry landscape ahead. 
Recently I had a conversation with a friend about the new direction my life is taking. I told him I wasn’t sure what this will look like in 5-10 years, but I do have a pretty good idea of the next two or three steps I need to take.  Seems this is how Jesus navigates.  He tells me what I need to know for the next step or two.  He beckons me into the blur.  He asks me to trust him, to lean into him, to find rest in his well-worn love.  He won’t force me to follow.  But if I do, I’ll find that blurry landscape to be magnificent indeed.